Well seems im not gonna wait till end of year ended. I'm getting sick now. I need a break for awhile.

My heart back into the conditions whereby I need to be strong again. This time round not about the same thing but other. After a problem had ended and become my past, a new one came along and destroy my presents. I dont know how about my future. 

Lesson learned. I just likes to fall for guy's word easily. But for now, I know which is a sweettalker which is the type who can be trust. I don't believe in relationships at this age anymore. What happened is enough for me.

Despite of all the pains, life have to move on as per normal. No go backs and change again. Maybe god is fair enough. I guess, what had happened is a knowledge. I kinda hates the word love.