BIOGRAPHY.♥


Fatynn Buhari. 14♥
Single ; Unavailable.
A bipolar and clumsy one.
Dancing is the way i express not impress.


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SPEAKOUTLOUD.♥

Monday, October 25, 2010. ?

 

Some had told me to move on and leave.
But i don't want to be in that condition anymore.
Serious, i don't want to be back in those times.
If you know how much i suffer throughout those times.
All of you don't know and understands.
Yes, im letting him off. I'm willing.
I can but i will be back in that state again.
Please, i get enough of pains. I wanted to be happy
like this again.
Yes, it really hurtful to know the truth but lies? It was more worst.
All this long, i wanted him to show the real him.
I wanted to know whether he is sincere.
Not relationship but just best of friends.
I enjoy every single moment of my life when he is with me.
I'm glad upon his return. Those months just a first experience for me for this year.
I don't want experiencing it again for the second time. I get enough.
Please.

I know there's millions of better guys out there,
but I just get over him. I'm not desperate.
But i only wanted only one. I wanted to be loyal.
I've been scolded alot of times due to this yet i'm stubborn.
I don't understand. I'm not like this before.
When i was told to break and move on, yes i do it.
I've moved on. But, when he is in my life,
something seems to tell me to don't stop loving.
I don't get bored. In fact, i love and care about him every single day.
Even more.
But he don't realised all that. Perhaps, one day, he could understands.
I will wait. I'm willing.