Wednesday, October 13, 2010. ?
It's obvious that it was fake smile.
Pfft. I hardly smile properly nowadays.
My eyes sores. And eyebags started to get even.
Well, my heart began to heal.
Thanks mum for the support and putting in hopes for me.
I Love You Mum.
Well, she taught me what is love in guy's eyes.
Learn from her knowledge i think it's much more better.
More experience? yeah!
Yes, im gonna find new love but not now (:
Maybe, in 3 years time (:
Sweet 17! Mum allowed me XD Hah!
I started to believe that love exist but matter of time.
But whatever it is, LOVE MEANS NOTHING.
It all matters and depends on the heart and feelings.
NOT LOVE THAT WE ALWAYS SAY.
Everybody can say love. " I love you." " I sayang you."
But are all meant to be true? Answer ; NO.
To you, well, i said and promise to wait for you.
But eventually, it will not stay any longer.
Seems that you're really not you. I believe your promises made before
already broken and destroyed.
I hardly trust you anymore.
But... I still hoping for you. It's like not that I don't have shame.
But as you know, you're the one that i chosen.
It's a hard decision to leave you.
If you wanted to move on, well okay then.
I'm happy if you're happy yet I will be hurt and in pain.
Top of all, just let allah plan everything.
Insyallah, if we are meant to be together, there goes.
If we are not meant to be, we seperates then.
Pray for best.