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Sunday, October 10, 2010. ?

 

Hey readers. 
Well, i know my blog kinda fcuked up nowadays.
Alot of sentimental and heartbrokes.
But i will make sure it will all end. I don't dare to promise.
Well, I tried my best to put aside everything. Hope my examinations
going on well and pray that I will stay in the same stream next year.

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The way you talk to me nowadays makes me wanted to 
just go. I'm here waiting like, expecting rain falls during the drought
and you over there, just speaks to me like nobody business.
Teasings and sarcastic words.
The pain was just simply " great". 
Obviously, boys won't ever feels it as the same
as girls does. 
Nothing that I can do anymore to make you love me back rather than
keeping quiet, might as well ignore and get distance away from you.
I seems to be unwelcome in your life again and you don't seems to be sincere.
You know me well, i hate people who is not sincere.
I hope you realize, nowadays, I only asked you about how's your day going,
not more than that. Except for I've been telling you that i miss you so much
every single night and the answer from you is still the same.
Perhaps, I just need to stop telling you all of this matters.
But it don't mean that, I've stop loving you.
Yes, I Loved You. But I'm scared it will not stay long.
I know the real you now. You're different from before.
Your character and attitude you had presents to me recently was  just a disappointment.
You're the same as others. Nothing special.
But, if you wanted to know, you're special to me.
Even though i said that there's nothing.
There's millions out there but you're the one i can't forget.
You're the one i chose.
 

My life changes upon your return.
I seems to be much more. Pathetic.
I get easily jealous but I bare with it and control.
I hates to quarrel. I hates to talkback.
I'm just, weak and hopeless.
I just felt I wanted to be free but im just stuck.
Boundaries restricts me.
You make me thinks that ;
  • Love are just meant to be Fake.
  • Promises are meant to be broken.
  • Trust are meant to be betrayed.
  • Heart are meant to be played.
Due to that, I hardly believe love exist. Yes, love may. True love? No way. 
My heart shattered and hardly accept.
I don't put the blame but as you see, you're the one that showing
those. Thanks.