Tuesday, October 19, 2010. ?
Dear, what had happened between us, i know it's wrong.
But i did it as i love you that much.
I can't simply resist it and espeacially, it's from you.
You can say anything to me, in your heart, but as you know.
For you, anything. I will take bullets for you. I'm serious
You says that when i grows up to someone even mature in the future,
i might just leave you. And you says that, now i can say love and all those.
But actually, i heard from my family and i know what's what's.
I understands and i thinks that, i only wanted you. Only you.
Yes, frankly, i do wanted to leave you.
I tried my best to but I can't. When i'm with another person, you're the one
that i always thinks about.
I love everything about you. My friends says that you're not good-looking, physco,
mat rep or even chubby sized.
But in my eyes, you're perfect. I don't seems to see that you're those kinds.
I promise you dear that i will never ever leave you.
I will continue to love you until the time had told not to.
You meant everything to me dear.
I'm empty without you. Well, i just felt weird when i says that
while before knowing you, im one happy girl. The type of " NO BOYFRIEND, NO PROBLEM."
But it changes now. I may be can help others to move on and all.
But i just can't help myself. I can move on now as you're by my side.
But please, don't leave anymore.
You don't know how much trouble i went through. How much i suffer, don't
you talk about it. I'm totally weak.
I'm stronger with you dear.
I love you so much.
<3