BIOGRAPHY.♥


Fatynn Buhari. 14♥
Single ; Unavailable.
A bipolar and clumsy one.
Dancing is the way i express not impress.


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SPEAKOUTLOUD.♥

Monday, July 26, 2010. ?

 

I think im getting sick each day.
I easily get headaches and my rib cage pains came back.
I started to losing appetite to eat.

I don't know whether all of this will end quickly
or it will continue?

I'm feeling somekind useless.
I just can't be as perfect daughter/girl.
When will i change myself?
I wanted it to be quick.
Changing slowly.. but it killing me.
I wanted to be the best but i can't be.
I cannot change myself in short period of time.
I get enough. Serious, enough.
But please, this the few things i beg for,
give me time, please don't remind me of the past which in ways ;
the old me, my past relationship.
and also, please don't judge me as the way i am before.
I know where's my mistakes that was wrong and i'm trying to
search for the real me. Which meant to be me.
My past are just a mask covering my reality.
Please.