It has been few days i didnt update my blog.

No time for shots.

When to kuala lumpur.

Miserable,fun and less enjoyable trip for me nowadays.

I don't feel like i'm enjoying my time there.

But still i can shop like what.

Seriously, i need to stop my habit of buying alot of things

and branded stuffs.

But honestly, it seems, branded stuffs, last long.

I really lazy to talk about my holiday.

It seems give me a headache and heart pain.

I'm dissapointed.  I lost my necklace i bought and 

those stuffs i bought for my babes.

Damn! No wonder i hates to check in my bag.

I prefer it to be hand carry.

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Along the way, my heart and brain feels so, in emotional mood.

Kept on listening to love songs and sad songs.

Kept on dreaming about you again and had a nightmare at the second night.

When will i forget about you totally?

Alot of scenes i saw at there, really.

Makes me feels like shouting your name again.

All those couples did at the mall.

All those actions that they did. It's the same like us.

You hurt my feelings in such ways that i really in pain, but why,

my soul still forgiving you and remembering you all the time.

You're just not an ordinary guy i met.

You're just unforgetable and unreplaceable person in my life.

A person i love with all my heart.

Even now, you're not mine anymore,

and so do i.

And i belong to another, i don't know why its

hard for me to love the same way as you.

I need to push myself to forget you and move on.

Its hard, seriously hard.

I don't mind whether my look needs to be

so tired and pale. And my eye looks like panda.

Yes! I'm tired of crying every night.

But i just can't stop it. I'm trying to stop. 

But it doesn't worth at all.

I will end up crying again.

I know, we are far apart.

We are far in everything.

There's big difference between us.

But why do i need to feels like this everytime?

It seems like you're already part of my life.

Everything i do, i will remember you.

But i just need to accept, our love just,

FORBIDDEN!