Friday, July 9, 2010. ?
Assalamualaikum (:
I kinda lazy to update my blog already.
But still, need to update before it went into coma.
;D
Today, school was normal.
Friday usual thing, last day of the week.
Always wanted to go home as soon as possible.
To my classmates that been suspended for one week,
pity all of you sia. Damn that maths teacher.
She don't know us that we are like this.
Hyperactive, noisy, sarcastic and always blacklisted class.
2E3 all the way.
After school called mum, asked her where she is.
Then took mrt, off to payar lebar.
Walked all the way to Geylang,alone.
But went to Singapore Post, walk around and bought mcflurry.
But i throw the mcflurry as it melted. I lazy to drink it as i know
whenever i drink a melted mcflurry, it will be a mess.
I hates it when i walk pass the foodcourt and haig.
Those miang pak cik will always whistles. eff!
Like nothing better to do. -.-
Meet my mum at pasar, -.-, luckily my uniform, dont smell the smell.
Then go for lunch then go to joo chiat, walk around then
bought shirt then my mum bought some stuff for raya.
Early enough? ;D
Called dad and go straight home.
Reached home, shower, slacking, mix and match clothes and accessories,
slacking, dancing around, texting, snacking and im off to lappy.
And now watching IP Man with dad.
Tomorrow got mega perdana, i want to go badly!
But still cannot go for it. No ticket! ):
Then plus tomorrow
is my JB Day and also tuition.
I am not attending tomorrow's and next week's tuition.
^^ Exam in 5 weeks time and still i can go holiday.
Nevermind, i will study this time. Serious.
No more texting during exam week.
And also, will go for study outings with friends and
also other friends from different school.
Learn more knowledge. (:
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I felt much more better now.
My life are back to normal like last time.
I smile all the time and laugh my ass off even though it was
not that funny. Weird attitude ;D
And those who cheered me up, thanks guys/babes.
Espeacially to my family. Always there to support me.
All this long i just think that they didn't give me hope
but after i've told, i know that they just don't wanna show me
that they care about me that much. They wanted me to realize.
Slow me. :D
To haicurl ttm <3 ; Thanks eh for cheering me up this few weeks.
Always makes me laugh all day and night with your
texts and calls and cute nonsense xD
I cheered you up and you cheered me up.
Your jokes cracks me up all the time.
That i laughed until my stomach ache from night until
the next morning.
" ..... bunga di taman"
You know i know what's with the " ..... "
I still the remember you say that to me xD
To babes ; Thanks for all advices you given.
And the time you given me to cheer me up.
And all your jokes and cute expressions.
Next time make that sotong face! xD
To you : Kay i forget about you already but
you're still my friend.
My bestest ever friend (:
You still can contact me if you wanted to. But there's limit :D
My family don't mind if you wanted to be friends with me.
As long as, we are not much as that. (:
You already like my brother.
I am sorry if i ever of my words
i spoken before makes you angry.
I dont hate you or whatever.
(:
Hope our friendship last longer this time.
And to some, i dont understand why
you all like getting away from me.
I know all of you tired of my emotions
and always thinks negative and sometimes neglect all of you.
But that doesnt mean that i wont talk to you.
And now, you all getting away from my life
and hating me day by day.
I wonder what i've done wrong.
To some : I am sorry if i rejected some of your love.
And i make all of you hurted by it.
Come on, i am not ready for it.
I am scared of falling again into the confusion world.
I might wanted to try again but not now.
Slowly i will grow and learn new stuff and explore more about
relationships.
Now, i only wanted to have alot of friends i wanted.
Make friends is the best. And friendship is the good start that makes
each other relationship better.
You all can love and i also can love you.
Love all of you like my other friends.
I will treat you fair and nice. And do the same way as me.
Love can't be force.
Signing off.
Assalamualaikum.
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